Tuesday, July 20, 2010

a perfect life!

I want a perfect life! Well, who doesn't right?
I want to be perfect in anyways. I want life to be as simple as kicking a small stone out in your way.
I want everything to be as carefree as possible. But I know that this things that I'm longing to have will never gonna happen because God created life to be this way. He created it like you should suffer first before you get your happiness or like you've done a stupid and small mistake then the consequence of that would be too big for you to handle. But I know that he's only doing this so that we will learn our lessons, so that we will be in a complete bliss after we overcome our sufferings.
Isn't that so great to feel whenever we, ourselves find the solutions in our own problems?
Isn't that so cool if we reminisce the past hardships and we know in the very deep of us that we didn't use any other people just to get over with it.
And in the midst of my sufferings right now, uggh! ( the word suffer is too absurd maybe I should call it struggles instead.)
In the midst of the struggles that i am facing right now, I'm still thankful because it's not that hard as I imagined, it's not painful for me to bare and definitely not that serious. I realized that I'm still so blessed though there are still problems in my life that I can't really avoid.
But despite those hardships I'M STILL INDEED SO BLESSED!

THANK YOU, GOD! :)