Big Bang's comeback. "high high" MV.

I'm a true blooded V.I.P. And I'm one of those fan girls who are waiting patiently for Big Bang's comeback and I really can't wait for that day. GAHD! I looked like a crazy fan girl right now grinning in front of the screen like I was a retard. HAHA!

My bias in this group is Choi Seung Hyun or better known as T.O.P and as i was reading some articles in the internet I accidentally opened bigbangupdates.com and viola~
I saw the newest news about them and they were filming the music video of "high high".
The theme of their MV is clubbing and they were partying like crazy.
There are some pictures that I saw in that site. (bigbangupdates.com)

HERE ARE SOME OF THEM.

T.O.P oppa changed the color of his hair. He looked so freaking hawt. >_<

GD oppa and T.O.P oppa 

So there it is. I will be anticipating for this MV. I'll wait patiently!

Fighting oppa's~ keke ^^ 

credits: www.bigbangupdates.com -- for the pictures.

A date with my Friend.

Me and my friend hanged out last Monday, and to be exact it was last November 15. If you're thinking that we ditched our classes well your thoughts were wrong because we don't have to go to school last monday AND tuesday, because there's some sort of an event or a holiday. Well, I really don't know the reason, all I know is we don't have classes and that's it I don't care about the rest as long as there will be NO CLASS then I'm cool with it. (hahaha. I'm soooo mean. :| )

Me with glorryphille at SM Davao.

So me and gloryphille went to the mall. We bought clothes. We ate. We bought clothes again. Well, to be specific she was the only one who kept on buying those shirts and me the poor me looked like her "yaya". tss.  lol. Kidding.

 As she was keep on choosing clothes and I was nearly getting bored. I made a deal with her that after she'll buy all the clothes that she wants we will do something more fun just like Food tripping. And guess what? She agreed to it, so what I suggested worked out. It was so fun because we keep on eating different foods. At first we ate at McDonald then we ate churros then we stop by at an ice cream parlor.  I had a really great time that day. And the next time were going to hang out were planning on going out with my friends or as a group. Hmm. I'm getting excited every time I would picture us having fun at some place. I couldn't wait for that time to come. :)

Here are some of the pictures that we took during that day. Have fun browsing! :)

That's me eating the sundae that we bought.

Me and Her at Mcdo. :)

YUMM! :p

At churros city!! :D

ME and HER. I really treasure her as one of my friends. I know the friendship that we had made would last a life time. :)

Goodbye sembreak! Hello teachers!

My sleepless nights will totally be over because tomorrow will start the day that I have been waiting for. (or the other way around?) Books, paper and a pen are the things that I will be using starting tomorrow and I will not anymore gonna start my day in front of the computer and staring at the monitor with my right hand on the mouse because school is sickeningly starting. uggh. I still don't wan't to go to school because I felt like I haven't really started my sembreak yet. How cruel life could get. LOL! 

Ok, I'm just kidding but seriously, I.AM.SO gonna miss the times when I'm still wide awake in the middle of the night with the laptop on my lap and I would unconsciously fall asleep with it still on. haha! I will surely miss the feeling of being thrilled that I might get caught still awake in the middle of the night till dawn.

 I will surely miss the bonding that we had with my ever bff (laptop), I will always treasure the times that we had though I have to abandon you for a bit because of school but it doesn't mean that I won't use you anymore. :) 

 sincerely, your bff. :)

Okeyyy, I am now starting to lose my sanity little by little. haha! Don't take that seriously because I'm just fooling around. :D

anyway, I' m also excited in going to school tomorrow because I will get to see my friends again because I really did actually miss them. It's been two weeks since I last saw them I wonder what their face will look like. pfftt, as if we haven't seen each other for how many centuries. lol. :)))

Oh My Lady!

Ever since my cousin introduced me to K-pop I also began to like Korean dramas. It's simply because...it's addicting. Whenever I'm watching a Korean drama on the internet my aunt would always question me "Why do you even watch that when you don't know what they're talking about?" she blurted out with a bothered expression plastered on her face then I would simply tell her that it's because it has a subtitle. LOL! I said it very well. Ha-ha! : DD

Anyway, the drama that I'm currently watching right now is Oh My Lady! I a sure you that this drama is really worth watching when you're bored because it is funny and it has a romantic twist that can make you squeal in excitement. :">

Summary of the story:

“A spunky 35-year-old housewife, Yoon Gae Hwa, takes on the job of manager to prickly top star Sung Min Woo in order to earn enough money to regain custody of her child from her ex-husband. Romantic hijinks and hilarity ensues when they find themselves in an awkward living situation as Min Woo pays Gae Hwa to take care of his daughter, Ye Eun.” – DramaWiki

So why don't you try and watch it for yourself? :)

The product of being bored!

Because I was so bored a while ago I decided to edit my picture and I was really satisfied with the result because I find it cute and at the same time funny! Here is the picture that I edited.

that was me. LOL! The product of being bored. 

All souls day.

Why does people have to leave you unexpectedly? Why do they have to leave without saying goodbye?

 hmm.. when I was still young the thought of going to cemetery's (not to mention at night)  freaks me like it gives me chills not because it's cold but because of thinking that those people that are buried six feet under might get out of there tombs. tss. I know, I know it sounds so hilarious but that is when I was still young, well I'm not saying that I'm already old but back in the days when I am still afraid of those things. ( I'm still. Actually, but I don't freak out that easily anymore. *grins*) But now? When we visited my relatives I kind of miss them specially my aunt. Who knows that she will die young? No one. Sometimes I thought that if she hadn't been ill, if she hadn't died, I know that every time November 1 strikes the calendar we will all be in the same place for me it's like a family get together because it's just the only day that we could all be together but now that she had already passed away I doubt if we could still do that. I really doubt! But if that happens then it will be a miracle. HAHAHA!

Anyway, this year was like a shocking pace of my life because one of my childhood friend died. I was really shocked when I heard about the news it was so sudden.When they informed me that he already died I was like "what the h*ll are you talking about? Is this some kind of a joke?" but at that moment my heart was already beating fast. Everyone did SO NOT expect it because he was healthy and he also joined in any activities just like playing basketball and other boys stuffs, so what happened shocked everyone including me. I know that we're not so close but I really felt sorry that I was already unconsciously crying my heart out because of what happened to him. I am planning to visit him but I still don't know when.

So my update ends here. thanks for reading! :)

an update. :D AND a failing grade. :|

I haven't updated this blog for months now so here I am obviously updating it again because I'm kinda bored and  I want to share something about my day so.. yeah. I'm kind of having a problem right now it's because of my grades in math it's kind of low. Well, actually it's VERY low! pffft.

I'm really sad seeing my grades in math turning into something that i kinda expect that will happen but I'm not blaming my teacher or dragging her into this because I also know that it was my fault why I got a low score and it's because of my absences and lack of participations in her class. And if you're asking me why I'm not participating it is because I AM NOT INTERESTED! :DD

Naaaaah. I'm just kidding I'm quite interested to learn about our lessons but I don't really get it. I'm just too slow when it comes into this kind of subject or should I say when it comes to dealing with numbers. I'm not really into that kind of stuffs.

that was my face when I saw my effin grade. :|

a perfect life!

I want a perfect life! Well, who doesn't right?
I want to be perfect in anyways. I want life to be as simple as kicking a small stone out in your way.
I want everything to be as carefree as possible. But I know that this things that I'm longing to have will never gonna happen because God created life to be this way. He created it like you should suffer first before you get your happiness or like you've done a stupid and small mistake then the consequence of that would be too big for you to handle. But I know that he's only doing this so that we will learn our lessons, so that we will be in a complete bliss after we overcome our sufferings.
Isn't that so great to feel whenever we, ourselves find the solutions in our own problems?
Isn't that so cool if we reminisce the past hardships and we know in the very deep of us that we didn't use any other people just to get over with it.
And in the midst of my sufferings right now, uggh! ( the word suffer is too absurd maybe I should call it struggles instead.)
In the midst of the struggles that i am facing right now, I'm still thankful because it's not that hard as I imagined, it's not painful for me to bare and definitely not that serious. I realized that I'm still so blessed though there are still problems in my life that I can't really avoid.
But despite those hardships I'M STILL INDEED SO BLESSED!

THANK YOU, GOD! :)

Am I a good friend?

Will someone be there if I lose control over something?

Will someone will still be my friend if I haven't been a good friend? Well, am I?

I sometimes despise my friends. It sometimes makes me feel sick whenever I'm with them.

I hate how they treat me, I hate how they seem to forget about me every time they're busy about something else.

Am I just being selfish?

Am I just being cruel?

I want to answer those stupid questions but I even don't know what i would answer.

And it hurts me, it pricks something inside me.

I don't want to be bitter in anyways, BUT! it really does hurt me when they act like that and it makes 

me feel so alone though everyday I'm with them.

Why am I being like this? 

Why am I being bitter?

Why am I acting like this towards them?

I know that I shouldn't be like this, 

and i also know that i shouldn't feel like this towards my friends. Yes! my so called friends. 

Those friends that seem to disregard me like I'm not important to them.

hmm. am I? Am I important to them? (:

 PS: "this is just a mere thought, and when i wrote this i was kinda sad and my mind wasn't functioning normally that's why i came up with this stupid thoughts. And i just want to share it. Or like i just want to express those hidden thoughts that i have in my stupid head whenever i feel so alone or when i felt like my friends are not in good conditions." :))

sneaking. :)

i was about to sleep last night at about 12:35 but my eyes won't let me and i was really trying my best to sleep and just go into a deep slumber but it was just so hard so what i did was i got out of my room sneakily then i turned the computer on and surfed the internet it was kinda fun and so thrilling because every second or when i hear something that squeaked i always end up looking at the door because my aunt might caught me using the computer in the middle of the night. >:"))

AND SHE MIGHT SCOLD ME. :)
THANK GOD I WASN'T caught. :))

A Heart Attack! T_T

OH GAWD! i don't know what to do!
my heart is now beating fast, it's like i'll have a heart attack any minute now. gahhd! (please help!)

if you're asking me why i'm feeling like this right now, it's because of my own stupidity (or is it really my fault?)
i don't know what to do. i'm really freaking out and i felt like crying. seriously, if you'll fill in my shoes you'd know what i really feel. i want to die now. (lord, please take me now!) T_T

well, here is the real story behind this.
a few weeks ago every Saturdays and Sundays (until now)  i would always go to my aunt's house because i just want to visit them and have a little fun with them. But! "the other monkey" is really not cool with what i'm doing because she don't want me to go and she really dislikes it but what can she do? or shall i say - what can THEY do? they can't do anything about that because i would really go to my aunt's house and spend the weekend with them and i'm happy here! i'm happy being with them. i'm happy staying at their house. and i'm happy joking around with them! i have something to ask. IS IT WRONG TO GO AT YOUR AUNT'S HOUSE AND SPEND TIME WITH THEM? well, my answer is.. No. it's NOT WRONG! and there is nothing WRONG with it! it's not like i was doing something illegal here and it's not like i'm going at other people's house 'cause definitely - I'M NOT in other people's house! and i don't consider them as "other people" because THEY'RE MY RELATIVES! for god sake! why am i being in the middle of their stupid fight? (yess! it really sounds stupid for me.) How can grown ups fight over something so small? I swear some of adults are so immature. :p

no offense. :))

anyway, i guess this will be the last weekend that i'll be able to spend with my cousins. but i had a lot of fun when i'm spending my time with them. This will be sad for me but it's alright because i know that i can get through with this. This is just a small problem that God gave me and my family because he knows that we will be able to handle this. I hope that soon enough they'll be together again without any hatreds from each other. but. just pure love. <3

my boring but relaxing day. :D

I decided to go with my aunt at the beach because i want to escape my other aunt (the one who's taking "care" of me) because she's too annoying for me to bare and i can't take it anymore. (well, thats what i think) and seriously, i really dont like her that i think i could die leaving with her everyday and seeing her annoying evil face with glaring eyes (ha!ha!ha! I'm just exaggerating but i'm not kidding and HALF of what i said about her is TRUE!) enough about her i don't want her to be the main character in this thing. Back to the topic i decided to go with them because i'm kinda bored and the truth is i kinda miss them but i can't say that out loud because i think it's   too "cheesy" and i don't like mushy stuffs it just gives me goosebumps. sheesh. i really want to enjoy my time here and spend it with my favorite ever "kulit" cousin faith i really like her to the extent that i can't live without her. (LOL! Just kidding) but i like her because she's so cute and she's so funny that she don't have to do anything to be funny. Hahaha (well you see, she's still a baby thats why.) now you understand why i like her but if you don't then just let it be and just move on. ;) just like what i said i want to have "fun" but it turns out to be the opposite of it. At first it was ok that i can still laugh at the "corny jokes" but time pass by and yeah i got bored. But the nice thing that happened to me that day is i got out of the city and my mind is a bit at peace. I breath the nicest air that i didn't breath for the last century and i like the feeling of being relieve from the tensions in the city even just for awhile. And i like the feeling of being hug by the salty fresh air. And i know that i made the right descision in not staying home with the computer on my face. And it sure hella worth it.  ((:

this thing happened last week and i just want to share it. :)

for real?

when i saw this video clip i was really shocked.

i was like - is this for real?

Is gd really hitting seungri?

i don't know if they're just playing around but it really looks like they're not and they're facial expression is kinda pissed. I really don't know how to react with this but are they fighting?

i was really startled when i saw the video. GAHHD! I hope they're not.

If they're just playing around then why is hitting involved? haha.

but seriously, hitting isn't good. :)

anyway, here's the video clip.

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DARAGON is LOVE!

I'm fond of reading fanfics specially about dara and gd or DARAGON. i really like their tandem that i would really love seeing them together not just in fictional stories but i want them to be together in real life. haha. that is too impossible but who knows maybe they'll end up together right? and i am hoping for that day to come. *laughs* :))

well, aside from daragon love team, i'm also loving the ToDara tandem which is i'm kinda torn between the two. :\

anyway, i really love the author who wrote it, that's why i was engrossed by the stories. and that's why i'm addicted with daragon because it's the authors fault. lol. It's because she really writes the whole thing as if it was really happening in real life, and when you read it. You would actually think that its a real life story being told in public thats how the story hit me. :D

so if you don't have any idea in what i was talking about, if you don't know DARAGON. Well, here's a picture of them.

and here's the animated daragon :)

cute right? kekeke ^^

About Me.

if i will fully describe myself then it will be too long for me to say all of it, and honestly i don't really know myself as much as other people know the real me.

So i will just tell you a few things that i know about myself and here it goes.

one word that best describes me is: hardheaded. i am a very hardheaded person and i will literally do everything just to get the things that i want in other words i'm also a brat. ha! ha! ha!

BUT i can be good if i want to and i'm not really good at school, i don't usually study because i'm too lazy for it. LOL. enough with the flaws. let's head to a positive me. :)

i am still kind and respectful even though i have other awful attitudes that even a dog can't eat (as what they told me) haha. but who doesn't have bad attitudes right? even those people that we adore has negative sides and it's just normal for us to have that kind of quality. anyway, i am very fond in reading books that makes sense, i also love watching movies, and i really love to laugh my ass off.

And if you would see me laughing and smiling like nothings wrong or lets just say "it looks like I've got no problem at all" well, think again because in this world we have to be strong to protect ourselves from harsh discriminations or problems that we can no longer bare and for me to do that i just have to smile and laugh for a while to take the pressure away even just for a little time. :)

my virtual diary :)

well, this is my blog and i don't know how to say this but i'm so excited and i'm happy because i'll be able to write something that makes sense or the other way around. lol. but i want this blog to be my online diary because as you can see i'm always here in front of the computer doing nothing and i always end up being bored so i decided to sign up and make a blog that can actually be worth my time and i want to express myself through writing.

and i really want to have a diary that i can write anything after my exhausting day but i'm just so lazy to pick up a pen and write something about what happened in my boring day. so yeah. just like what i said i just decided to blog the things that i wanted to write. i think this is a lot more convenient for me because i'm too lazy for anything else aside from sitting here in front of the monitor. :D

that's all for now. maybe tomorrow i'll be going to post something about myself. :))

goodnight :)